Only now
I understand why you waved at aircrafts
while we were having a reunion
about numbers
death to come…
And I am quite sure now
I will not meet you anymore
neither in my life
nor in yours.
I have awaited a few stars
and illuminated visions
to find out
if I would still see you
somewhere
sometime
dancing with my heart in your hands.
Leaning on your laugh
my memory slowly cooled down
it became cold
it became night.