EXPECTED ONE

a moment of my face in the wind

the night rests on us as an ancient time

our thoughtfulness looks intertwined

I am learning to look at myself in the darkness of the sky

my face is as delicate as a rose

and one day, everyone will turn to blue

 

the sky with its mouth open was the time of the gypsies

at your doorstep, rains descended upon time would shiver

Istanbul’s naked hands resembling love were all over the places,

and before me, beyond description, the night and your image would stretch out

 

part of my mind would stay on a colt that the night could not get

how fast it would run, racing against the feet of time

with your long absence

moreover, love making would lead not up to the morning, but into eternity

 

a mystical sky above me,

at my window, love driven mad by loneliness

then stellar streams that do not pass through my hair

and I have no idea your eyes

made which lands their home

 

oh, if only you would come to me escaping like a bird

if your peony-hued lips were to rub my temples

if you became the carrier of ember for my loveless days,

bringing dream to my chilled to the bone heart

and to my eyes, which shed tears not for the rain or winter, but for the age

 

you are absent!

when you are not here, I am deprived of everything

it is not your scent wandering across my chest, but a terrifying snake

 

either this love or this life without you must be killed

either eternity must be granted to the earth by your hands, or an end

 

look and listen!

an old song turning on my tongue,

always new, for you

 

you, the expected one, come now, otherwise longing would kill itself.

Or else, is it me?..

 

English Translation by Mesut Şenol

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