It will be enough for me
look into your eyes,
so full of unexpected emotions,
for only a few seconds
in order to observe the turmoil
deep within,
discover it’s multiple disorder disguises,
hidden agendas and untold secrets
amidst the dark mirrors of your mind.
So very tender is the soft embrace of
your presence even when we share only the couch,
even though we don’t talk.
Don’t look me in the eyes
for a length of time
I will explode feeling powerless
without warning
In whatever context, randomly
I’ll destroy everything on my way.
Full of tenderness, I am,
yet at the same time desperate
don’t push me over the edge
my beloved,
I might have other ways
of looking at things
of coping
not to frustrate you
make you feel sad.
If you trespass the boundaries of my structures,
break into my safety zone,
I’ll never come back
not in the farthest universe
You’ll see me return.
My love isn’t silver
My heart is golden
I am an autistic boy.