The Letter I Carry

no light that shines on us have we seen, how many

where does our path lead

grant me a courage

my moonlight child

 

our top did not spin with a child’s mouth

we said morality and poetry, for now on a tightrope

we rock the world in a flurry into the dove’s nest

we lit the fuse and we are making this world a woman

such that upon its heel, presence and beauty roll on

 

to the narrow lane, an endless aftershock from my dark face

blood flows into the seas, where are you now my child

 

if we call it the pomegranate rose of the secluded coffeehouse

would we stay offline

would we miss the fig milk in the white void

believing its hum, would we forgive the forty thieves

we remain suspended in the path of migration flowers should we break a noise

our night-black fingernails will not come off

the worm of the apple falls to our side

yet we are so blind that we lowered Eve from the rowboat

then sent Adam off to Fizan, to Hizan, delicate one

we are the host circumambulated by evil eyes

where does our path lead, my moonlight child

whose name is the bead of silence, would it be poetry if I said Medusa

would Mother Nature be offended, saying you forgot the snake nation

because you gave your heart to the Greek

 

grant a courage

first the salt on my tongue, then the dark stalactites

dripping upon my shores

wipe them all into the fire of my anger

hand my life over to the autumn falling by the wall

forgive, let the time inside me breathe

I must go to the wind carrying a letter

it is hard to stay into the night at the cistern

 

where I drank water stained by the freight train

looking at a wound within us

 

to find oneself, a human must first die!

 

English Translation by Mesut Şenol

 

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