THE SMELL OF MY MAMMA

When there was no curtain between us and God

My mamma, the one I feel her love on the world stage

And my daddy, the one I am in rapport with in Heavens

My mamma had to raise her three babies

Had she looked in the mirror, she would have seen herself being a child

She was a child but on the other hand she was a mamma…

I came of an age of 11, my I separated from my mamma

At the age of 11, we, two persons set out

One, outside of me

The other, inside of me

Then I came an age of twelve

While I was circling semah dance around the age of twelve

Obviously my Goddess mamma must have missed me

She appeared suddenly from beyond the mountains

I woke up in a night sent from a layer of Heavens

In a night when the mama and her baby are in each other’s arms

But it was my mother’s smell as it were

Waking me up to another world

Such a smell, it was not a familiar one, not from this world

No rose, no flower had enjoyed such an odor

As I was breathing my mamma so deeply

Out of immeasurable peace

Tears broke down from my eyes

I didn’t want my mamma to wake up because of my voice

 

English Translation by Mesut Şenol

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